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WTF, Panic Attacks, and My Sister's Keeper

Wed Jul 1, 2009, 5:16 PM
  • Mood: Grumpy
  • Listening to: Some TV show in the living room
S'yeah. Movie. Nice movie. It followed the book pretty damn good until the end. They left out Julia [I think that was her name?] and the fact that Jesse was an arsonist, but otherwise it was pretty close. I think I groaned at the end though XD How could they change something THAT damn big? o.O Just..does not make sense. I mean, I can see how it would be a 'happier' ending [if one could exist in that situation at all] but..mm, yeah. Either way. It was still okay.

On another note, I'm sick. Again. I don't know what it is, either. I JUST got over some weird cold thing and now I've got some kind of stomach bug and whenever I even START to throw up I get massive headaches. Urgh, Immune system, where art thou?

On yet ANOTHER note, I've had my first panic attack. Scared. The. Fucking. SHIT. Out. Of. Me. I didn't know what it was. It's like, I could FEEL it coming, but before it happened I didn't know what it was. I was just really lightheaded and a little nervous, and then BAM. I was in the middle of taking something for the nausea when it hit. Like very sudden overwhelming fear. I thought I was going to die. Like, within the next five minutes kinda die. I can't explain the amount of fear I felt. I was trying to tell my mom what was wrong but I was hyperventilating and crying too much. I had NO idea what the problem, and it made NO sense to me because at the time, even WITH the 'holyshitI'MDYING' thing going on, I still had nfc why I was suddenly so scared. And guess what! They're genetic. Lucky me. My outlook on life just got 50% better. -.-

Now I think I'm just going to go crawl into bed or something. Maybe I'll get back out again. One day. -.-

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  • Current Residence: Shelbyville, IN
  • Interests: RPG's, kingdom hearts, rock music, being a smart ass, Lackadaisy, and air fresheners.
  • Favourite movie: Signs, August Rush, The Invisible.
  • Favourite band or musician: Alvin and the chipmunks, Lifehouse, Mindless self indulgence, and Eagle eye Cherry.
  • Favourite genre of music: Adult Alternative.
  • Favourite artist: My friend holly.
  • Favourite poet or writer: Darren Shan
  • Favourite photographer: Bubblywums.
  • Favourite style of art: Digitalized anime. Or traditional. I don't care. I also like photomanipulation :D
  • Operating System: Windows XP
  • MP3 player of choice: WINAMP 8D
  • Favourite game: Tales of the Abyss and AUDIOSURF. O_O
  • Favourite gaming platform: PS2
  • Favourite cartoon character: Avatar :O
  • Personal Quote: I'll live forever or die trying! (First spoken by Kelly)
  • Tools of the Trade: MS paint, Opencanvas 1.1, photoshop 5.0, a tablet, and Niko's Paintchat.
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<< Why're you still faving all of it?!

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'Cause. I like then. Dhur.

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No problem! ^^ I love your art. o.O And did you request 'Spinny toys are for children' as a print? XD

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By accident xDDDDDD for the print thing
OMG, really? Thanks.

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XDD!! I figured that, because you can't use gif's as print. My sister was like "why? o.O" And I was like "How many times do you see moving images on a mouse pad? >_> Not counting holographics." XDDD And no problem :D You're an awesome artist!

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I got some epic fail going today. Lol, Haha. XD I tell you :'3 I am at my best with my silliness.

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Thank you for the super faves! And your request is taking longer because I'm actually putting effort into it like a lot! Yes. =w=
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Oh cool! Thanks! :D I really appreciate it ^^; And dun worry XD You're improving so much~

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Oh thank you. :'D

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Just a random question... What's your favorite pokemon? (Is in a pokemon mood and wants to know.) :3

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Uhhhhhhlemmethink. I haven't played/watched pokemon in years. Last I checked it was Espeon *o* Fuggin' love Espeon, lol. XD

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90% of teens would die if myspace crashed. If you'd be part of the 10% that would be rofl, paste this into your sig.
Sorry I had to ask. XD I like Eevee in general. Very cute pokemon. :3

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XD Yeah, Eevee is adorable. And it's fine, I just haven't been able to stay in the fandom very well @_@ I've lost track of all the pokemon, lol.

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90% of teens would die if myspace crashed. If you'd be part of the 10% that would be rofl, paste this into your sig.
Lol yeah, I have too, but that's why I stay. Also cause Ash is so compatable with many characters. :P

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Many thanks for the :+fav:~ :D

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No problem!~ ^^ I'll probably go through your gallery in a bit and put you on watch-- from what I saw, you're amazing o_o; Seriously. <3

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lol, thanks for all the comments and :+fav: love ^^ *hands you a cookie*

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*noms it* You're welcome! ^^ I had lots of fun cruisin' through your gallery!

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